I am very emotional lately. I go from, "I HATE this stupid wedding stuff", to "oh my gosh I only have week left in this amazing season I don't want it to end!" Hahaha, oh me. Literally I have at least two of those break downs/lift ups a week. This weekend was amazing/hard. See! There I go again.
Friday/Saturday: High Point:
Friday Christian had his bachelor party (which he loved), and Saturday I had my bachelorette party! My bridesmaids are one of a kind, they planned such a sweet day for me. We first started at painting with a twist! Which, btw...as I had believed, they TEACH you how to paint. As it normally goes, however, when I'm involved things seem to get crazy! That Saturday I sat in front of my easel with a beautiful sketch of my doggie, Pepper, and they instruct, "Begin to paint!" So this particular class was not a class at all, but a chance to get creative. Wow. Sooo I tried my best, and even though I realized I am no painting artist, I had a blast. My sister in law made pies in mason jars, and brought DDP to enjoy as we worked, it was lovely.
| My Pretty Pepper! |
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| The real thing! |
I am one blessed woman.
| The Ledge where Christian Sat me down and popped the question :) |
Sunday-Low Point:
Yesterday Christian came to my parents to drop off lots of stuff for me, and we had planned to go to the woodlands and have a much needed date. Instead, however, we began talking about finances. This area in particular, I have never been able to empathize with what a Man goes through when it comes to the pressures of supporting a family. I truly believe God gave me to Christian for many reasons, but one is to help him stress less, and remember that when we are faithful to God, He WILL be faithful to us. Needless to say we got into an argument on the one year anniversary of our engagement, and we didn't go out, but instead had just an emotional day that led to me making myself sick and having to rest and do nothing the rest of the evening. *Whew*!
TMI? I don't know, but what I do know and have realized is that as we get closer to the day, the stresses of life sure do impact our attitudes and mindsets and the enemy really feeds on those. I know our marriage is a tool of God for some greater purpose than we realize, and when you do the work of God, satan will try and subvert that plan. Yet, despite everything around us that seems to be going wrong, I am reminded of the scripture, "Therefore what God has joined together, let man not separate." Mark 10:9
Countdown: 4 days to go. Please pray for peace, smoothness, and for everything to go off without a hitch. Pray for great weather, and just for everyone to be in a great mood and ready to partay!
Cheers!
Des

